My friends are doing weird things. It is long, but i could lose my best friends. Help?

So, are you asking if you might be gay? I think you might be, but IDK fer sure. You should prolly ask Megan & Jasmine; they might know if you're gay, given your relationship. Keep in mind that it's totally OK for you to be gay and it's good that you're exploring your feelings and trying to find yourself. Good job, man, way to go!